Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Juz for fun..

I've done 51 out of the 122 stupidest things

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 0

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) dumped someone
( ) Shoplifted (actually kind of..i once took G-tech pen cover from popular..just the cover..bad enough huh..)
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 2

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 5

Level 5
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 7

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook (kind of la..)
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit (whats that?)

SO FAR: 9

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
( ) Taken Pain Killers (Tylenol counts)
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
( ) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 10

Level 8
( ) Had A Tea Party
( ) Flown A Kite
( ) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding (offroading)
(X) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 11

Level 9
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledding (whats this?)
( ) Cheated While Playing A Game (dunno got anot la..)
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 13

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 14

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 17

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 20

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR : 20

Level 14
( ) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 21

Level 15
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World (africa not opposite rite?)
(x) Swam In The Ocean
( ) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 23

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers (water colour got la..sis' homework)
(X) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (gonna try this..lol)

SO FAR: 26

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 28

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 30

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People (i think so..)
( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 32

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins.

SO FAR: 32

Level 22

( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(x) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 35

Level 23

(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel (shopping trolley la..)
( )Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 37

Level 24

( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree (hmm..dont rmb..)
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House (very very very very very hope to..)
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 38

Level 25
(X) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking (means...?)
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 39

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken (huh?? how to play chicken?)
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 40

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 41

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Someones Hair (french braid = braids? izit same?)
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping (???)
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
( ) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 44

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 46

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat (ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww~~)
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR : 50

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

TOTAL: 51



***
stole this from weisyn's blog..XD
n yea she's rite..not everything here is stupid wert..some is just normal..
anyway..my results>>> 41.8% STUPID..
hahaha..

Monday, June 29, 2009

i dont need to know


today
E told me about her lost soft toy dog 小白
n how she cried for it
n her conversation with her friend
E's friend: "只是一个娃娃罢了噢,如果你爸爸死了你会怎样?"
E: "不敢想象.."

Friday, June 26, 2009

little Heather


Katherine Shepler as Heather @ Front of the Class (2008)

it made me tear
i dunno why

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

=)

雨过天晴了


回想之前最低落的时候
07年9月到08年9月
和上个月


也会笑了

Friday, June 19, 2009

New fashion?


Ugly shit..

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Postangel


If only
there were an address i could post to

It just feels so unfair
Every minute till sunday

You're Not Sorry


"All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long baby but I figured you out

And you're thinking we'll be fine again but not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last strive
Don’t wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry
No no no no


Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’ve loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know

And now you’re asking me to listen
Cause its worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last strive
Don’t wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry
No no
You’re not sorry
No no


You had me falling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade


So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last strive
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry
No no
You’re not sorry
No no"

Monday, June 15, 2009

snowman


my cute lamey ais kacang snowman with gelatissimo spoon
abu this is for u~

p/s: humble hardworking type..XD

Friday, June 12, 2009

fair trade


Since i owe you
You owe her
And you're no longer around
This bedroom trade seemed only fair

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

message


Don't want to think of a reason
to give this to you.
I just want to.

I miss old times
just so you know.

Monday, June 8, 2009

essay

an english schoolwork in form 6
essay title: Write a story ending with "...the falling rain added to the general sadness of the day."



Unlike normal Sundays, that Sunday was not bright and sunny. The sky ahead us was dark and cloudy, and because of the air-conditioner in the car, my hands were stiff and cold as if they were made of ice. However, they were not as cold as my heart, feeling the loss that could never be replaced.

Everyone else in the car was feeling very much the same. My mother had had a handkerchief clutched between her fingers, wiping away the tears on her pale cheeks every now and then.It was another five kilometres to the graveyard. The black van which followed behind our car held his coffin, and he was lying stiffly inside. He had to go to heaven so early because of liver cancer, leaving my mother, my eleven-year-old brother, ten-year-old me and my two-year-old sister.

Not long after, we reached and parked by the graveyard. While we were getting down from the car, four men held each side of his coffin and lifted him out from the van. They headed towards the graveyard, and we followed them with heavy footsteps. Finally, we stopped at a piece of land with green grass.

The four men put down his coffin and opened the cover. We were given a last chance to look at him before they sealed the coffin. Shivering, I slowly walked towards his coffin. I leaned over and looked into the coffin. Immediately, my heart gave a jolt. His face and lips were as pale as a piece of white paper and he no longer had the smile he used to have on his face. It was really a heart-breaking sight. I could not control my tears anymore, they ran down my cheeks uncontrollably like a running tap.

However, they had to seal his coffin at last. Then, they started lowering it into a big hole dug on the grassy land. My sister who could not understand what was going on, still ran around and laughed happily. On the other hand, the handkerchief in my mother's hand was already soaked with tears. When the men had lowered his coffin into the hole, they started covering it with soil. I felt as if my heart was also buried into the earth with him. It was not easy to accept the fact that I would not see him ever again.

Lastly, we said our deepest prayers to him and it was time to go home. The sky turned black and I felt tiny raindrops falling on me as I walked towards the car. God seemed to understand our pain and the falling rain added to the general sadness of the day.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

unfair



"...she wondered why on earth G's number had been called so early in his life..."
"...And it all just seemed unfair..."
"...She shouldn't have to be there. None of her friends had to be there. None of her family had to be there..."
"...It didn't seem fair. Because it just wasn't fair..."

it quotes me