Embrace it.

最近
身边不少朋友失恋
也不少朋友遇见感情问题
就来问我和向我倾诉
第七个了  女的也是男的也是

(我不懂是给了人家什么样的印象
我又不是感情老手
虽然是经历了很让我大开眼界的感情)

因为这样
我看到了不同的人
处理不同的问题的态度
我其实不知道有没有对的方法
可是我相信有对的态度
我尊重勇敢面对问题的人
我尊重勇敢面对失恋的人

有个失恋的朋友笑着说

可以品尝沦陷的美丽，但是别丧失自己的灵魂

=) 我就尊重这种态度

这本来就是个自然的过程
有快乐就有伤心
又开始就有结束
你会喜欢会珍惜快乐和开始的过程
那又何必逃避结束的失落
何必在结束的时候  希望从来没开始过
这些也是一个过程
不是不让你伤心失落
也不用你怎么去珍惜这个过程
但至少勇敢的走过去  勇敢的感受它
Don't need to love it, but embrace it.

p/s: 这是写给妳的，加油 =)

p/p/s: 今早的梦境很美，是不是准备好了？=)

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Thank you.

Because of you, I learned the strength I possess which I never knew. 
Because of you, I learned the darkness of the world and of people, and I learned to live with it and call it life.

So, thank you.

friends worth keeping

This is my last weekend in Malaysia before heading off. I had a good day, all positive energy surrounding me. I even cooked! It's so once in a blue moon thing. But I have to say it's a little weird, the only pasta I have at home is vegeroni, and the only canned sauce i have is carbonara, it usually doesn't go together but oh well..

And if you noticed, my carbonara sauce has eggs in it hahahahhaa.... I just like adding eggs in whatever I cook lalalaaa.. Yummy nonetheless.. I am not lying.

Oh and I went jogging with the sister. Also once in a blue moon thing. I haven't jogged for more than half a year! Unhealthy me >_<  I use to be able to jog for quite a long journey back in high school. But I suck now. Big time.

For late dinner/supper, I went to try out the newly opened In House Cafe at Kota Damansara with the lovely couple, J&S. Nice place, nice environment, really nice food, with super nice company. =) I just wish the wifi was better.

Time, distance and life in general tend to pull people apart, but through all that, you get to see who stays and who are those worth keeping. I'm definitely gonna miss you guys a whole lot after leaving. <3 br="br" nbsp="nbsp">

And you girl, we are very different in personality and yet we could click, I treasure that. =) Thanks for being my listener and in turn, 'I give you permission to bore me.' Anytime. I meant that when I said it. *winks*

'farewell?' u ask.

i really want that farewell from you, but like last time, it's confusing, and a little hurting. i can only do so much of confusion and hurt for now. 6 years has changed us.

so yes. but no thanks.

Falling in place

So, since last time, so much has changed, but only for the better.

It's funny when you update your blog so seldom and when you come back to it and reading the previous post, you feel that you can tell that previous you so many things, like 'Oh screw those worries, things may seem bad but they will turn out just fine.'

I'm finally seeing things ahead clear out from the mist.
Interviews, check.
Acquire offers, check.
Nice position nice pay nice benefits nice company nice location, check.
Work permit, check.
Background check, check.
Medical check, soon.
Relocation, soon.
Start new job, soon! Yikes! =D

It's really miraculous seeing how things work out.
Beginning of the year, I was still planning to stay in Macau for him till the end of the year. Half a year ago, confused if I should stay for him or head home for my own. Few months ago, still jobless and feeling a tinie bit unsure if my decision to leave was right.
Now to think back, I was lucky to follow my own heart, and not stay and waste half a year more. I might not have got this job now, had I stayed, for unworthy reasons.
How miraculous, the pieces falling into its righteous place. =)



I'm going to Singapore again.
With my mood like this song above.

And this time, I'm gonna make it right. Make it count.
(if you know what I mean)