Closure. And cheers to new beginnings.

Understanding comes with time and experience. She didn't know this. 

Over the past year, it felt like she'd grown up 5 years. She used to live in a world so tiny, he and only he, mattered. But since that day, her world was opened up to a whole lot more than it used to be. 

People say that breakups are always not one side's fault. She agrees but disagrees. And then only now, she finally knew, he wasn't entirely wrong. She has her faults without knowing, though not knowing is not any excuse. He wasn't any better, but surely he knew better. About personal space, about trust, about independence and so much more, she now nods in silence whenever what he said rings in her head. He had tried to teach her, to no avail of course. And this was her lesson. A lesson is called a lesson for a reason. Well, she has learned to forgive herself the moment these senses come to her. After all, she somehow knew it would all make sense one day if she was patient enough.

As for him, whatever is done is the past and forgiven. It sure is true that his love wasn't as much as hers, but she knows now it's as difficult in his shoes, if not more. Time and experience sure showed her that. So to that one last chance, she wants to thank him, for being kind enough to feel he probably owes her at least that try--that try to give in full effort to love her once, and letting her go harsh enough after knowing he did his best. She thanks him for his last efforts, because she now knows it must not have been easy.

All in all, she is still glad she met him. Three years is not long, but he is part of her growth. He has given her so much to feel, from love to hate, from good to bad, from wrong to right, so much. He is the reason she stepped out of home, and started her journey. If it wasn't for him, she would never end up in this place where she is now, so contented with the place, her job and the people surrounding her. 

He might not have been the ideal one, but he sure was an epic one.





I have a confession to make.

She, is me.

And I'm ready to be friends with you. Whenever you're ready. =)

JT

宁愿爱上一个不能拥有的人
也不要拥有一个不能爱上的人

and so
the mind lost to the heart
and he was set free

同理心

做人  就要像人一样的活着
要有慈悲心  廉恥心  孝心
更重要的  要有同理心

要有自知之明  却戒对号入座

人与人的信任
要给  可也要懂得慎重的给

懂的  可以越多越好
可是说的  要越少越好

要以同理心善待人
可勿让人因缺同理心而以怨报徳



_____

阵阵的头疼  断断续续的持续了三天
加上之前的种种怪症状
最近身体是怎么了

挥霍

“被爱是奢侈的幸福
  而你    依然挥霍着”

cny huat ahhh!!

omgomgomg... emoness lai liao~~
now is a bad time to watch 星光 final epi...
so emotional la all of them thank mum thank dad thank family back home..
wuwuuuuwuuuuuu~~~
i wan go home also ahhh
2nd cny not home..
so near yet so far ><

k..
back to reality..
i am ok leh actually really..
not crying just drop i think 5 drop of tears only la..
lalalaaa...

happy cny ppl~
huat ahhhh!!!