merry xmas

wtf what kinda dog shit luck today..
2 guys asked me out one by one
one on 29th one on 31st dec wtf
excuse me im not single n not available..
even the guy at the hawker stall try to flirt wtf..
!@#$&$^@#&%$%^&*(#$^*@#$^!?@#$$?!
oh by the way
*~merry christmas~*

Change that you'd never imagine possible

Distance has made me a bad girlfriend...


I'm emotional.
I'm insecure.
I'm controlling.
I'm possesive.
I'm not understanding.
I'm demanding.
I'm attention seeking...........


I promise. This is not who I am.

1 Malaysia?

seriously, u'd think he would be the exception and get the grant.. but no, behind close doors or right under the public's eyes, they still can proudly voice out those ridiculous rules..60% huh? how embarrassing..

i'm waiting for the sequal.. go Namewee! PM it is!

Obsessed........with weird songs..

Hehe =D  I found a lame game in my friend's blog and so here it goes. You know how much I love these =P

*Just put your songplayer on shuffle mode and use the song names to answer.*

Are you Male or Female?
- Fifteen 

lol fifteen year old female? i wish...

What do people feel when they're around you?
- Goodbye
haha so teruk meh me? wanna say goodbye when around me?

Describe your current relationship?
- Way Back into Love
ok~ in a way this is correct~

Where would you like to be right now?

- Last Christmas

hmm..last christmas was erm.......special...

How do you feel about love?
- Two is Better Than One
hahaha.. nice~

What's your life like?
- Beautiful Eyes
ok this makes no sense..

What would you wish for if you only had one wish?
- Bleeding Love
oh no thank you..i rather have "beautiful eyes"..

Say something wise:
- 1, 2, 3, 4
haha so wise u know how to count!

How would you describe yourself?
- Anything I'm Not
lol.. i am anything i am not..

What is your life's purpose?
- We Will Not Grow Old
HAHAHAHA.. my great life purpose!! to not grow old, so that i can have MANY MORE life purposes!

What is your motto?
- Fearless
nice motto~

What do your friends think of you?
- Hot and Cold
yea they know me well..

What do you think of your parents?
- You Belong with Me

ahaha..yes u're always my parents

Who do you think of very often?
- Tell Me Why
heh?

What is 2+2?
- You and Me

that's 1+1 stupid! hahah XD

What do you think of your best friend?
- Change

lol i think my best friend should change? or i think i should change a best friend? whahaha...

What is your life story?

- Jump Then Fall

omg pathetic life i have!

What do you want to be when you grow up?
- Dangerous and Sweet
lol......

What will you dance to at your wedding?
- Today was a Fairytale

awww!! though this is not a wedding dance melody.. but this song is actually one of my faves, n i sent him this song last time telling him he was my fairytale..aww..*shy*

What will they play at your funeral?
- It's Over

of ALLLLLL songs...this one appears ==" okay i know.. because im dead right? =="  


What is your hobby/interest?
- Officially Missing You

haha..so not.....

What is your biggest fear?

- Ben
HAHAHA who the hell is Ben?

What is your biggest secret?
- Breathe
wahhaha.. shhhhhh dont tell people i breathe..

What do you think of your friends?

- Stay Beautiful

heheh..im such a nice friend..

What will you repost this as?

- Obsessed

Okay finished!! 

And I realize I have a weird song list..... such weird song names~ 

curlz

woopsieee~
abandoned my blog once again for some time..
but today the blogging feel come bac..so i better do this post now before the feel leaves me again..

TODAY

i got CURLS~ =D

i went to City Square after work to get something today, and there was this booth selling those diy curl & straighten hair equipment (what's it called?).. i kinda took a look at the booth when i walked by, which was a WRONG move.. half forced n due to i have time, i gave the girl some face n sat down.. 2ND wrong move.. 


then this kinda good looking spanish guy who was introduced as a professional hairstylist started to talk to me n curl my hair.. he started off with small spring-like curls which i hated, so i asked if bigger waves are possible, n he said okay.. Phew~ might as well make him do the style i like rite, since i noe what's coming next, n since it's FREE..wahahah.. maybe NOT so wrong a move to sit down after all.. 


then while he did his job, he started trying to sell me this equipment thing like i thought.. what 100% ceramic la.. only one in the market la..  others all contain steel which damage hair la.. etc etc.. all that sorta thing which can be concluded as "This is the best, others are trash." 
but i did give Wow n Ohh expressions.. lol..faker me =P


when he finished, i wanted to leave already n go home to take photos of me new curly hair..keke.. BUT.. but but.. the girl came back AND continued the persuadings.. GAHHH!! turns out she was one of those well-trained salesperson who can talk non-stop..fml =/


ends up i wasnt listening to her already n was thinking how to make an excuse to leave.. i just noe she offered me student price (yea i told her i was a student, student = not earning money = no extra money to spend ahahhaa).. then one year free hair saloon membership.. then free treatment conditioner.. then free treatment shampoo.. then rebate another $19.. then..... i dono le lar.. in the end i just very nicely said thank you n sorry n left.. she MUST H.A.T.E. me.. >_<




Anyway, i got home with CURLS!!


CURLS

CURLS

CURLS

Tadaa!!

Yippie ya ya yippie yippie yaaa~~

(purposely change a white T so that can c properly..keke..)

Lu lala lu lala lu la lu la leyyy~~

What?? Get curls?

.NOPE.

im still never gonna get curls..no no nonono~

Ciao~ gonna bath now n wash hair~ Bye bye curls~!! =D

ahahaha ahahahahahh

TOO CUTE I JUST MUST SHARE!!

Mr Bb, I want this, pretty please, thank you very much. you owe me birthday present.

AHAHAHA AHAHAHAHAHH

Monalisa B.B.Q.

Thanks to N's advice, i had fun tonight =D

Was laughing all the way till my jaw hurt, playing Monalisa and barbeque.
"Huh?"
Oh..Barbequeing Monalisa.
"What the..?"
Oops.. Barbequeing n playing Monalisa.
"Ohh....Err what's.....?"
Ahh nevermind. It was fun.





Maybe u'll get what i mean if u click in and see >>> Monalisa B.B.Q.

"Monalisa.."
"hahahahahhahahaaa..........."

how Asian are you?

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia

[ ] You use the term “Azn” (what?)

[ ] You think DDR is fun (again..what?)

[ ] You’ve watched lots of anime (cant und wads nice bout it...)

[x] You like Korean dramas (though i havent watched any for some time..intro me 1! =D)

[ ] You have stuff hanging on your phone

[ ] Your parents want you to marry within your own race (she never actually set the 'requirements', but she used to say i would end up marrying a westener..psst~ with big blue mezmerizing eyes, long lashes, thick brows..lol..)

[x] You drink lemon tea (yeah always)

So Far: 3

[x] You style your hair , NOT with gel

[x] You have a meebo / myspace / friendster / facebook

[x] You speak languages other than English

[ ] Your parents are strict 

[ ]Your parents have high expectations of you x(i guess as long as i dont do wrong things, my parents support me)

[x] You always get A’s/B’s on your report (i dont care im gonna cross this 1 coz it doesnt say for history n biology n geography..hahax)

[x] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics (wahh i miss chem n physics!)

[x] You know your multiplication table

[ ] You play badminton or table tennis

[ ] You’ve seen the Asian version The Ring and/or The Grudge

So Far: 9

[ ] You own an Asian car (ehehehe..own a car?errr......)

[x] You’re not the only child

[x] You’ve gotten little red envelopes around February (haha so cute to call it little red envelopes~)

[x] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do  

[ ] ( girl ) You prefer white guys over asian guys( guy ) You prefer asian girls (well well, i prefer LOOKING at white guys.. but just for looking..ahah)

[ ]Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted (bargain pandai pandai la..dont bargain till siasui ma..)

[ ] You can do the rubiks cube (2 layers only..buuu)

[ ] You play video games (walau i suck badd..)

So Far: 12

[x] Every time you’re going out, your parents ask you where you’re going and what time you’ll be home (well she doesnt really ask but expects that i tell her..)

[ ] You have karaoke at home 

[ ] You know BoA/Gazette/Ayumi Hamasaki/Gackt (cant say i noe..i juz noe who is boa due to KY)

[ ] You’ve been to a LAN more than 3 times (LAN?)

[x] You have incense sticks in your house (actually is this the xiang to bai bai?) 

[ ] You own a gaming console

[ ] You play a musical instrument (used to play piano..but i sorta gave up..)

[x] You get nothing if you do well in school (so cham rite..still rmb UPSR.. 1 A 1 sticker unlike 1 of my spoilt friend, 1 A RM1k..)

So Far: 15

[ ] Your parents won’t let you go out if you have school the next day (nope i get to go out even the day b4 exam but im just so disciplined myself..hahaha..im not kidding)

[x] You have Asian Songs on your computer or iPod (my ipod's with my monster bf!!)

[ ]You don’t like football (i dont dislike it.. im juz not crazy bout it..)

[ ] You have a curfew 

[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means (doink??)

[x] You know what purikura is (noe it coz of my coursemate who is crazy bout it..i only tried it 3 times i think..with N, with yvonne, with "MMS"..)

[x] You like bubble tea (yam flavour pls~)

[ ] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can “grow into it” and wear it for years to come (dunno..dont rmb anything like that..)

[ ] You’ve played final fantasy

[ ] You believe in fortune cookies

So Far: 18

[ ] You get mostly “No“‘s when you ask your parents for permission for something 

[ ]You’ve heard the song “Got rice?” (haha what stup song izit? i hear that more by working in a restaurant.."got rice?" hahaha..)

[ ]You have a tutor (dun remind me dissertation days...==)

[ ] You’ve had pockys or yan yan before (i had rockys only..

[ ] When you seek for your mother’s permission she replies “Ask your dad” (hah..hope so..)

MY RESULT: 18

01-10= Southerner [ ]

11-20= American [x]

21-30= European [ ]

31-40= Azn Boy or Girl [ ]

41-50= Super Azn Boy or Girl [ ]

what? american meh? so not lor..im so malaysian mar.. 

lol.. siennzzzz ahh.. find back these kinda wu liao thing to play..

but not bad la can kill time..haha
Thanks weisyn!!

远距离恋爱

当我在抱怨我们的远距离恋爱时

才发现妈11年前就开始远距离恋爱

天国的老爸，你听见了吗

home

A house is still a house.

But sometimes..

it can't feel like home.

Growing up

And so.. 


From malaysia, to uk, us and aussie, to china, and to macau.. Never did it cross my mind that i would finally end up working in singapore.. 


I probably have too high hopes at first. But i reckon i could've made it if i started applying earlier. If it wasn't for the stupid college due date, i'd never settle down in singapore.. Fate fate~


It's a really really long story how situations, decisions and emotions change throughout these few months, and it was torturing. I guess at every stage of life, we're deemed to have different things to worry about. But so far, this stage has been the toughest. No doubt at all, the toughest. First step to working life, adulthood. Im sure u get what i mean if u've been through it. Or if u haven't, u will. 


I guess this feeling is called growing up. 




Some choices are so difficult to make, that the stress kills.
Some decisions are not up to u, but u so desperately want to have a say in it.
Sometimes, selfishness can bury your senses, and totally change u into another person.
Sometimes, u just have to buck up and do the right thing, no matter how much it stings.
Sometimes, u're so worn out of waiting and hoping, that u break down and just let fate drag u on.
Sometimes, u realize u cant bear losing someone when u're about to be apart, and u can only believe.
Sometimes, when u give up hope, help comes your way, but it's too late, and it only brings frustration.
Sometimes, u realize u made a wrong decision n u can't change it, and u can only take it as an experience.




Well, well.. 


Now im pretty sure this whole stage is called growing up. 


And im pretty sure i have. Hmm..