Thursday, October 29, 2009

口是心非

摘自min92min

其实很多男孩子都不知道
女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣

其实很多男孩子都不知道
女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气
因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他

其实很多男孩子都不知道
女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨
也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子

你要知道
假若她不喜欢你
她根本不会来在乎你关心你
怕你做错事情

你要知道
假若她不喜欢你
她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇
让你哄她


你要知道
假若她不喜欢你
你根本就没有本事让她哭泣
让她即使生气也不会超过两天


而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你
而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她


于是你们时常争吵
你认为她脾气不好
她认为你不够迁就她

于是你们总是冷战
你以为她不喜欢你
她以为你不在乎她

于是你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过
也许擦身而过
本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福


要知道
凄美依然是美的一种
并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑
那是更加的美

因为她喜欢你
所以她偶尔冲你发火
时常对你撒娇

因为她喜欢你
所以她才会生你的气

因为喜欢你
她才不会去生气很久


你可知道
每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的
晶莹剔透
但是很容易就碰伤摔碎

你可知道
每个女孩子都是不设防的
你那么轻易就闯进她的心
走的时候却只留下伤害

她从来都不知道
这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人
因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭

她会很矜持
她会很骄傲
她会很冷淡
她总是嘴里说着你走开
心里却一直叫你留下


你了解女孩吗

请你张开你的耳朵
也请你打开你的心
去听她心里真正的呼唤
而不是她嘴里的口是心非

她会看着你转身
然后她跟着你转身
当侧身而过的时候
你看不见她的泪
滂沱在脸上心里


如果你喜欢她
请你多陪她

如果你喜欢她
请你多宠她

如果你喜欢她
请你多让她

如果你喜欢她
请你去听听她内心的声音
那是呐喊
请拥抱她


在爱情里
总是彼此伤害
彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈

可是
爱情里没有孰对孰错
爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少
你爱她
她爱你
如此就已经足够

不要试图让彼此的伤害
让彼此更加脆弱悲伤

你们彼此相爱
你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐
不是伤害

不要用沉默宣战
不要互不相让
更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去

要知道
你离去的时候
你的眼睛起了雾
她的眼角泛着泪光


越是安静战火就越深
这是冷战也是彼此的伤害
无论是怎么的复合
那些伤口曾经存在
抹不去

请给她一个拥抱
用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水
她喜欢你
她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱
她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静


请记住
相爱的人不要轻易宣战
因为冷战带来的伤害
超出你的预计

请记住
只要你喜欢她
没有什么是你接受不了的

只要你喜欢她
就喜欢她的一切一切
那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病
在你眼里都是撒娇


请记住
她喜欢你
她需要的不是你真的转身
她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话
她只是想你宠她
想你抱她
哪怕
没有道歉

Sunday, October 25, 2009

aceboy is sick

my dear aceboy
he's sick
we sent him to be fixed
n it costs us rm30
but he's still not feeling so well
seems like the problem is still thr
=(

n also
i lost everything about him

n thr's no way to get it back
our msn chat history
the photos of himself that he sent to me
those photos i secretly took
the print screens
those little memories
now they're really gonna go away..

i know it's not right to feel unhappy about it
those memories should actually be long gone already

but..

Friday, October 23, 2009

air refreshener

hmm
remember i said i liked the air refreshener's fragrance in your car?
i smelled it again today
it is unmistakably the same one

im not sure if i missed it
but i stood there lost in thought for a sec letting the tap running
oh why is there a tap?
'coz the air refreshener was at..
Sunway Mentari Business Park's Old Town Coffee House's TOILET~~

lol..

Thursday, October 22, 2009

公公

刚才从college直接去医院
看了公公
送了一口气
昨天真是吓死我了
跌倒而且骨折!
femur fracture
说要开刀
吓死我了

好险
femur其实有个大血管
要是弄到就会大出血了
谢天谢地没弄到

现在公公动了手术
固定了骨头
大致上是没事了
虽然今晚还要留在ICU
但他像是里面最精神的一个
一直讲话没停过
也很有胃口
还很顽皮的想摇一摇受伤的腿
吓到阿姨们
哈哈
真拿他没办法

妈妈在喂公公吃饭

你看公公比手画脚的说个不停 (右手)

还peace咧..这是大哥电话里的

那些不懂什么东东仪器

他晚餐的menu..满丰富的咧

ICU的waiting room全都是我们的家人
大姨 咪姨 大哥 家骏 赛姨 丽姨 宝姨 大舅
不在照片里的还有
婆婆 妈咪 德舅 好姨 阿boy 我
ICU一次只能有两个人进
我们就一直轮流咯

还要谢谢Dr. Gan
使他替公公动手术的

Friday, October 16, 2009

dear silent readers

well
mum said to me that day
many ppl are concern about you huh, what you written in your blog..
(i know she meant this)

apparently
my cousin read my blog
n told another cousin about it
and she told my aunt about it
n my aunt told my mum about it
n later then
another aunt also told my mum about it
only in a much more exaggerating tone
hahahaha
my lovely 38 family
can't keep no news

anyway
how come they thought it was such a big matter huh
i wouldn't have posted it if it was such a big matter kay
listen to me..
im TOTALLY F-I-N-E
not going crazy
not going miserable
and definitely not gonna explode soon

so stop worrying you people
hahahah
and it's fine if you read my blog
or else i wouldn't have posted the link on fb
don't need to act invisible
feel free to mark your presence
=)

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

magazine astrology

well im not sure if they really do this in the papers n magazines
but just for sharing
this is a part of the book im reading
***warning*** if u love reading astrology stuff in papers n magazines, u might wanna think twice before continue reading***

(The employees of a magazine company are having an 'astrology meeting')
"Well, what star sign are you?" Tracey asked Holly, the new staff.
"Taurus."
"Ooh, great," Tracey said happily. "We've never had a Taurus before. OK, so are you married or seeing anyone or single or anything?"
"Em... no, I'm not really seeing anyone but..."
"OK then," Tracey said, starting to write. "This month Taurus shall look out for someone tall, dark and handsome and..." she shrugged and looked up, "anybody?"
"Because he will have a big impact on her future," Alice helped out.
"OK, the career stuff is easy," Tracey continued. "So Taurus will be occupied and satisfied by a new workload that comes their way. Lucky day will be a..." she thought for a while, "Tuesday, and your lucky colour is... blue," she decided, looking at the colour of Holly's top. "Right, who's next?"
"Hold on a minute, is this my horoscope for next month?" Holly interrupted, shocked.
Everyone around the table laughed.
"Have we shattered your dreams?" Gordon teased.
"Completely", she said. "I love reading my horoscopes. Please tell me this isn't what all magazines do?" she pleaded.
Chris shook his head, "No , not all magazines do it like this, Holly."
"OK, Chris, you're next. This month Gemini will overwork themselves, never leave their office and eat junk food all the time. They need to find some sort of balance in their lives."
Chris rolled his eyes. " You write that every month, Tracey."
"Well, until you change your lifestyle, I can't change what Gemini will do, can I?"


totally stunned
is that what they really do?
well, you tell me..

Monday, October 12, 2009

did you know i still keep it



















it keeps coming back to me recently
aihz

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Connie Talbot

oh my god
im so in love with Connie Talbot's voice
she's an 8 year old (turning 9 soon)
and just listen to these~
a video speak a thousand words





i cant get over her voice
cant stop clicking around in youtube
im so searching for her album next time i step into a cd shop
freaking amazing kid

still clicking..still clicking..

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Sorry Sorry

love this video alot
watching it over n over again~~
the girl in pink was once my classmate..
the other 2 are her bro n sis
the little sis' dance moves are so nice!!

mid autumn fest

just wanna share some photos
fb sux, cant upload
this is my saturday night
celebration with family @mentakab
perfecto =D

the mooncakes

million candles at the frontyard
and actually on the pagar too

lantern walk - our tradition XD

keke..

cutest grandparents ever..Yo!!Yo!!


and this
is miss tofu
the newest baby in the family
my cousin's daughter =D
^^v