i really want that farewell from you, but like last time, it's confusing, and a little hurting. i can only do so much of confusion and hurt for now. 6 years has changed us.
so yes. but no thanks.
Friday, November 9, 2012
Falling in place
So, since last time, so much has changed, but only for the better.
It's funny when you update your blog so seldom and when you come back to it and reading the previous post, you feel that you can tell that previous you so many things, like 'Oh screw those worries, things may seem bad but they will turn out just fine.'
I'm finally seeing things ahead clear out from the mist.
Interviews, check.
Acquire offers, check.
Nice position nice pay nice benefits nice company nice location, check.
Work permit, check.
Background check, check.
Medical check, soon.
Relocation, soon.
Start new job, soon! Yikes! =D
It's really miraculous seeing how things work out.
Beginning of the year, I was still planning to stay in Macau for him till the end of the year. Half a year ago, confused if I should stay for him or head home for my own. Few months ago, still jobless and feeling a tinie bit unsure if my decision to leave was right.
Now to think back, I was lucky to follow my own heart, and not stay and waste half a year more. I might not have got this job now, had I stayed, for unworthy reasons.
How miraculous, the pieces falling into its righteous place. =)
I'm going to Singapore again.
With my mood like this song above.
And this time, I'm gonna make it right. Make it count.
(if you know what I mean)
It's funny when you update your blog so seldom and when you come back to it and reading the previous post, you feel that you can tell that previous you so many things, like 'Oh screw those worries, things may seem bad but they will turn out just fine.'
I'm finally seeing things ahead clear out from the mist.
Interviews, check.
Acquire offers, check.
Nice position nice pay nice benefits nice company nice location, check.
Work permit, check.
Background check, check.
Medical check, soon.
Relocation, soon.
Start new job, soon! Yikes! =D
It's really miraculous seeing how things work out.
Beginning of the year, I was still planning to stay in Macau for him till the end of the year. Half a year ago, confused if I should stay for him or head home for my own. Few months ago, still jobless and feeling a tinie bit unsure if my decision to leave was right.
Now to think back, I was lucky to follow my own heart, and not stay and waste half a year more. I might not have got this job now, had I stayed, for unworthy reasons.
How miraculous, the pieces falling into its righteous place. =)
I'm going to Singapore again.
With my mood like this song above.
And this time, I'm gonna make it right. Make it count.
(if you know what I mean)
Sunday, April 22, 2012
迷茫
Emotional Saturday. Off day spent home should be relaxing, but I feel so stressed out. Really should be sleeping by now but thoughts are bugging me so much. So much thoughts.
24 is not young. Am I on track? What should be my focus? Am I at the right place right now, are my plans planned right? Decisions, decisions, decisions. Courage, courage, courage. Motivation, faith, action. Where and when can I find that contented feeling that says, Yes this is my life's passion. The feeling that confirms me being right on track.
Just last night, another wave of motivation killer hit me. Really wish to put myself in their shoes and see if they're sure of where they're going or just giving up on here.
Alrighty, enough of stressful thoughts. Picture time!
Great fun last night.
Ok gotta go. Sleep time. Wake again at 6am fml...
24 is not young. Am I on track? What should be my focus? Am I at the right place right now, are my plans planned right? Decisions, decisions, decisions. Courage, courage, courage. Motivation, faith, action. Where and when can I find that contented feeling that says, Yes this is my life's passion. The feeling that confirms me being right on track.
Just last night, another wave of motivation killer hit me. Really wish to put myself in their shoes and see if they're sure of where they're going or just giving up on here.
Alrighty, enough of stressful thoughts. Picture time!
Great fun last night.
Ok gotta go. Sleep time. Wake again at 6am fml...
Saturday, April 14, 2012
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
The One That Got Away
i heard this song a few months ago
not from the original singer Katy Pery
but Sam Tsui's cover in youtube
i liked it, but then i forgot about it
but yesterday i came across this other cover of the same song
by Tiffany Alvord and Chester See
it was so captivating.. it just... sucked me in...
i think i replayed it about 20 times already since yesterday
check it out. so awesome.
i havent seen their videos before this one
but this one is really great
Tiffany has a sweet voice n such beautiful eyes, see 0:18-0:22
Chester, sexy beard and cute hehe, see 0:26-0:29
and yeah my god he has a sexy voice
here's Sam Tsui's version, if u're interested
notice him pronunciating his last name as "Shoo-ey"
all the while i thought it was "Sui" like beautiful in hokkien lol
wont put Katy Pery's original here coz it sux and i didnt even finish listening to it oops =P
p/s:
i think im gonna start blogging again after such a long time abandoning this place, and i dunno why i write this here coz there's probably no more readers anyway since it's all dusty and covered with spiderwebs already. so ok goodnight bye~
Sunday, June 26, 2011
那个曾经很重要的人
他 不久前改名了
以前的名字 不算是什么特别好听的名字
但那两个字 是挺特别的
曾经是把那两个字 盲目的写了好几百遍
在课本上 笔记本上 课室桌面上 厕所镜子上 巴士窗边框上
那时 无意间看到那两个字 也会心跳加速那么一点点
对我 那两个字是温暖的
而现在换了两个字 是冷冰冰的
就像换了个人
或许真的是换了个人吧
他 已不是以前那个他了
=)
是放下了没错 但
是会有那么一点点惦记着以前那个他
想一想 都过了三年了 =)
@17/11/2007
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Haa haaaa haaaaaa choooooo!!
This place is getting dusty and old. Don't know when and why, the feeling of blogging just went away from me. Maybe I grown up and become more matured and have a job and have much more responsibilities and have less time to waste #insertproudface
Haha which means no more student life and no super extra carefree time to eat and sleep and shit and eat again and sleep again and then blog #proudfacegone
Or simply because I've past that age #wrinklefacewtf
Anyway, just feel like writing something right now. No particular topic =.=
Hmm..I realized I haven't blogged that I'm currently in Macau already. Last actual blog was the end of my 6 months in Singapore, still not knowing where I'm heading to. But now, I'm right here in Macau, on the 22nd of June, already finishing my 4th month in Wynn. Whoosh. Just like that, time flies.
I'm gonna be honest, I don't like the country at all. It's not somewhere I'd picture myself in. It's a boring boring city for me. Just one shopping mall. Just 2 cinemas. No decent bookstores. No english speakers. Limited nice people ehemm. Sigh. I'm bored to hell here. I honestly can't imagine how kids grow up here. Where's their hang out spots? Casino hotels? Urghh...
Well, let's look at the bright side. The money's good. No kidding, I'm being realistic. The money's good, the hotel name's fancy for the resume. Done. Enough said.
Not gonna stay very long though. We'll see.
Ok bored enough. Random picture time. Start from long time ago Singapore photos.
Toby. My Singaporean housemate wtf.
Jap meal in Singapore. Da jie's treat. I tried Kobe beef =D
Soya ice cream. Gosh I want one now!
My only present on my 22nd birthday. Pity-nya. Thx dajie~
Some crunchy cream puff thingy. Yumm.
Ahhhh...This. I definitely will miss. Macarons from Bakerzin. I love this brand of deserts.
Pig Wooi came to visit. =D
Eheheh..*shy*
Syn and family came to visit. We went to Universal Studio!!
Cowgirl me. Yeeeha!
Colleagues in Link Singapore. The one behind is Calvin. Nice big bro.
Wendy. Trainee from China. Gotta love her.
Advertising photo for Link. No kidding, this is stuck on the pillar outside the hotel >_<
Spent my last CNY in Msia before going to Macau. I guess CNY 2012 and 2013 will be spent here =(
Gahhh! I miss home so much.
Did I mention I graduated?
I'm mama's first child to graduate! #proudface
My financial provider also graduates with me. So from that moment on, I guess I gotta feed myself =(
Haha pig and I trying our best to show our eyes. #fail
He fake graduated.
My martini mun mun. I miss you liao lar...
Us and the new sweet couple. =)
Syan and Renelle.
Just realized Macau photos are not in my laptop but in my iphone. Can straight away upload to facebook so I didn't save it here wahaha so nice I love iphone =D
So that's it for now. Kthxbai.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Anagrams
Background story:
This morning everyone was out leaving only me n Lazy Yuen home.
I was still sleeping around 11am when the doorbell rang like crazy. Lazy me ignored it thinking someone will go check it as I didnt realize it was only us two at home and he is of course sleeping also.
Then it rang again like some emergency.
So I lazily got out of bed and out of my room and out of the house. Ahh it was some postman only ishh not the point nevermind.
YES this is my current state of life now. Sleeping till sun shines on butt (Momma always says that) and wake up online and watch pps and eat and laze more. Happy max LOL.
End of background story.
Main story >_< :
Do you know there's something called Anagram?
Well I saw from someone's blog and quote her --- “All the life’s wisdom can be found in anagrams. Anagrams never lie.”
Here's some examples.
Osama bin Laden = A bad man (no lies).
The terrorist Osama Bin Laden = Arab monster is no idle threat.
And so, I did mine here.
Leong Zhao Min anagrams to..
..
.
.
.
.
.
'Leong Zhao Min'
anagrams to
'Lazing on home.'
Yikes! How NOT true!! FML.
Self debate: Less than a month ago I was still under the "employed" group and I'm soon gonna join it back after cny marrr. Only this less-than-two-months period I'm Lazing on home(how come got grammar mistake LOL) only wert. Ishh. And I didn't change my name also. YERRR.
On the bright side, maybe having this name means I am meant to be Lazing on home a.k.a. Enjoying life! >_< LOL!
Not satisfied, I dumped my last name and tried again. Ends up..
..
.
.
.
.
.
'Zhao Min'
anagrams to
'Hi! Monza.'
Monza >_<"
I am speechless.
And I tried Tally's name.
'Wooi Yan Qin'
anagrams to
'Ya! IQ on wino.'
Doesn't quite make sense but it sounds like he has winning IQ. Lazy me vs Smart him. Unfair. *pouts*
Maybe similar names get similar anagrams. Try Lazy Yuen.
'Leong Zhao Yuen'
anagrams to
'On lazy, huge one.'
GAHAHAHAHH. I am right!! He's more's lazy than I am.
LOL That's why he is LZY Lazy Yuen.
The super ultimate ginormous HUGE one. GAHAHAHHHH!!
Now, of course I've gotta try the name of my favourite person in the world -- Momma.
..
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
'Tan Kim Hong'
anagrams to
.
.
.
.
.
'Hot man king.'
This morning everyone was out leaving only me n Lazy Yuen home.
I was still sleeping around 11am when the doorbell rang like crazy. Lazy me ignored it thinking someone will go check it as I didnt realize it was only us two at home and he is of course sleeping also.
Then it rang again like some emergency.
So I lazily got out of bed and out of my room and out of the house. Ahh it was some postman only ishh not the point nevermind.
YES this is my current state of life now. Sleeping till sun shines on butt (Momma always says that) and wake up online and watch pps and eat and laze more. Happy max LOL.
End of background story.
Main story >_< :
Do you know there's something called Anagram?
Well I saw from someone's blog and quote her --- “All the life’s wisdom can be found in anagrams. Anagrams never lie.”
Here's some examples.
Osama bin Laden = A bad man (no lies).
The terrorist Osama Bin Laden = Arab monster is no idle threat.
And so, I did mine here.
Leong Zhao Min anagrams to..
..
.
.
.
.
.
'Leong Zhao Min'
anagrams to
'Lazing on home.'
Yikes! How NOT true!! FML.
Self debate: Less than a month ago I was still under the "employed" group and I'm soon gonna join it back after cny marrr. Only this less-than-two-months period I'm Lazing on home(how come got grammar mistake LOL) only wert. Ishh. And I didn't change my name also. YERRR.
On the bright side, maybe having this name means I am meant to be Lazing on home a.k.a. Enjoying life! >_< LOL!
Not satisfied, I dumped my last name and tried again. Ends up..
..
.
.
.
.
.
'Zhao Min'
anagrams to
'Hi! Monza.'
Monza >_<"
I am speechless.
And I tried Tally's name.
'Wooi Yan Qin'
anagrams to
'Ya! IQ on wino.'
Doesn't quite make sense but it sounds like he has winning IQ. Lazy me vs Smart him. Unfair. *pouts*
Maybe similar names get similar anagrams. Try Lazy Yuen.
'Leong Zhao Yuen'
anagrams to
'On lazy, huge one.'
GAHAHAHAHH. I am right!! He's more's lazy than I am.
LOL That's why he is LZY Lazy Yuen.
The super ultimate ginormous HUGE one. GAHAHAHHHH!!
Now, of course I've gotta try the name of my favourite person in the world -- Momma.
..
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
'Tan Kim Hong'
anagrams to
.
.
.
.
.
'Hot man king.'
Monday, January 3, 2011
Saturday, December 25, 2010
merry xmas
wtf what kinda dog shit luck today..
2 guys asked me out one by one
one on 29th one on 31st dec wtf
excuse me im not single n not available..
even the guy at the hawker stall try to flirt wtf..
!@#$&$^@#&%$%^&*(#$^*@#$^!?@#$$?!
oh by the way
*~merry christmas~*
2 guys asked me out one by one
one on 29th one on 31st dec wtf
excuse me im not single n not available..
even the guy at the hawker stall try to flirt wtf..
!@#$&$^@#&%$%^&*(#$^*@#$^!?@#$$?!
oh by the way
*~merry christmas~*
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