Friday, November 6, 2009

no idea what to name this post

today mum got a famous amos gift hamper..

me.....做么的? 谁给?
mum...我有人追lo..哈哈(kidding tone..)
me.....哦? 哈哈哈~
wen....啊? 不可以ar..
me.....哈? 做么不可以?
wen....不可以
me.....做么? 关你什么事哦?
wen....不可以
mum...这就是小女孩咯..
me.....是咯..又不关你事啦..
wen....总之不可以
mum...自私lo..
me.....是咯
wen....不是自私
me.....就是自私~
wen....不是
mum...看太多童话故事了..
me.....哈哈..
wen....不可以

So, that's what my sis thinks. I actually totally understand why. Me myself had that dilemma once before. I even had the whole scene running in my mind, something like..

The erm..stepfather person? Anyway, that him comes to my house, I refuse talking to him, I give him the face and go to my room, lock the door, and take out my Dad's photo and tell him that I side him.

Yep, it was something like that. It felt (past tense, I don't feel that way any more) like having someone else to be in a place which Dad used to be is an act that represents 'We've forgotten about you." And if we were happy about it, it felt like Dad would be sad and feel left alone. The whole thing felt complicated, and wrong.

Anyway, now, I think it's okay and kinda good if mum met someone who would erm..make her happy~ Not that she's unhappy now, but just more happy I mean. It's good really. Dad's place won't be taken~ It's a different sort of place. Dad's place will remain, it's memories, it has already happened, how can it be taken away? And if Dad could sound his opinion, I'm sure he'd ask us to move on, live on and be happy.

C'est la vie. It's life. It's not always perfect like fairy tales. But the imperfection makes it real. Just be positive and things will be just fine. There's only one rule in life. Be happy.

By the way, mum doesn't have a.. yea, no she doesn't, at the mean time. This is all just theoretical, that started with a joke. LOL~ That hamper...hmm...I was distracted by the topic and forgot to ask on. Anyway, I have free famous amos~ Yay~~

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